I am... I was... feeling ill.
Today I have been feeling ill. It started yesterday. I couldn't fall alseep I was really really tired. but was sure that if I fell asleep I would stop breathing and therefor die, so I never fell asleep. I think that had something to do with the fever I had, like some weird feverish imagination. Or the fact that pretty much all your sense shut down when you sleep. I could close my eyes and kind of drift of into sleep, but as soon as I realized that my hearing or my smell did no longer work I woke up. So I slept nothing last night. I have however slept all day, feeling very unproductive. :( Other symptoms I have had are: chills, leg cramps (just sligthly this morning, probably from not getting any sleep, or not being able to relax at all during the night), stuffy nose (which I already had) and I've also been terribly hungry, and afraid of eating because I though I might throw it all up again, that hasn't happened yet and I did eat a bowl of tomato soap sand crackers. I am still tired and will go to bed again and hopefully tomorrow I will be feeling better. Hopefully it is not the flu.