Any other world.

(I am being totally honest here, but by the way I am always totally honest)

It is not so much about getting the love back, but more about knowing that the other person feel good. it would be devastating for me if someone i like felt depressed, it would even make me depressed. someone I really really liked. I still care a lot for all the guys I have ever dated, but I know most of them are feeling great with what they have now, and that is more important to me than anything.
So seeing him all depressed made me really sad, I even took on some of his depression, because that is just a thing I do, take on other peoples emotions to easy. But as the night was over he told me I made him happy, which was a very nice compliment, because then I knew he was feeling better, I could even feel it.
But I still have a hard time reimburse what he is telling  me, it is not that I do not feel anything, I feel a lot, but I don't know how to verbalize it, more than echoing back what he just said. Im might get better with time.

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